Sabtu, 21 Juni 2014

If I Die

If I die, I want people know me just as a girl that wanna make smile in my mother's face.
When I was child, I looked my mother smile if I ran an jumped and when I laughed, so I laughed while I ran and jumped just to see her smile. When I was child, I looked my mother's smile disappeared when I cried, so I tried hard no to cried when my knees was bleeding because I falled down when I jumped.

If I die, I want people know me just as a teen that wanna make my mother always laughs even if she is sad. When I was teen, I often saw my mother's tear was stop flowed if I got a good achievement in my school. So I studied hard and I said "Mom, I promise I will get a scholarship, so you dont think too hard how to make me a success daughter. I promise.". You smiled. Again. Then I drunk more coffee and woke up in midnight just to know more about chemistry, mathematics, and biologic.

If I die, I want people know me just as a woman that wanna see my mother's smile because I'm a doctor. I'm her doctor. I'm her medicine.

If I die, I want people know me just as her daughter.